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| Sep. 13th, 2004 | 06:45 pm | ||||||
STOP CALLING MY HOUSE!! I'M NOT THERE ANYMORE!!! I'M AT BOARDING SCHOOL SOMEWHERE FAR FAR AWAY BECAUSE I WAS DEPRESSED LIVING IN CAMAS!! NOW I'M THE HAPPIEST I'VE EVER BEEN!!! THIS IS THE LAST AND FINAL ENTRY YOU WILL EVER SEE FROM THIS JOURNAL!!! |
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| May. 9th, 2004 | 12:17 pm | ||||||
Happy Fucking Mother's Day, you piece of shit. |
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| May. 8th, 2004 | 01:52 pm | ||||||
I GOT THE ENTIRE HELLSING BOXSET!!! ph34r me!! mmm . . . vampires >) And I also went and got my blood drawn today. I think its for my thyroid check. Much fun. Mmk. That's it. |
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| My day . . . | ||||||
| May. 7th, 2004 | 04:17 pm | ||||||
The thought of running away is really appealing to me. I have no idea where I could find a shelter, but no doubt if I found one I'd go there. I'd just be like "yeah, my mom's a skitzoid, and I had to run away from home so that I don't kill her." heh heh. The Japanese say that when the steam from your cup of tea raises straight in the air then it's good luck. Wonder if that's true with insense. There was a fight right before 5th period today. Fucking bloody one, too. There was blood all over the walls and Mr. Albert's door. It was between a senior and a freshman, and apparently it was the freshman's fault. The freshman got his ass kicked in the end, but the senior ran into a door, splitting his head open, and the whole side of his face was covered in fresh blood. He lost a tooth, too. It was pretty crazy. Okay. I'm gonna go cuss out the world. |
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| May. 7th, 2004 | 03:55 pm | ||||||
I can't find any of my fucking CDs. All because that bitch moved my stuff around. I'm gonna kill her. |
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| May. 5th, 2004 | 04:02 pm | ||||||
To whoever gave him my number- I fucking hate you. |
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| May. 5th, 2004 | 03:53 pm | ||||||
I don't hate Landover Baptist. I think they're funny as hell XD check out the forums sometime . . . |
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| May. 5th, 2004 | 03:18 pm | ||||||
just enjoy these beautiful animals, than this survey is for you! How long have you loved horses?: since I was very very little When was the first time you had the chance to ride?: I think I was 4 or 5, on the pony rides at the fairgrounds near Boston where I lived at the time. I had a favorite Black/White paint I always picked ^_^ What did it feel like?: I had so much fun Did you/are you taking lessons?: yes Do you prefer english or westren (or some other schooling)?: English Why?: That’s what I started and learned with, so it’s comfortable. Have you tried both styles?: yes Have you ever jumped? What did it feel like?: Yes, but it’s what I normally do, so there’s no special feeling about it. Do you like riding on trails?: yes What's better-- a headlong gallop or a nicely controled trot?: both are nice. Have you ever been to watch a show? What did you think?: To only watch? Yeah, it’s not as good as being in one though. Watched a rodeo?: on TV lol What do you consider a "beautiful horse"?: Warmblood Stallions. Why do you love horses?: It’s a mode of freedom and to have a connection with them is awesome. Do you like their smell?: yes Do they cheer you up when you are blue?: yes How and when do they frustrate you?: when they’re stubborn or green. Where do you ride?: at a barn Who is your favorite horse(s)?: of all horses in the world? Either Brentina or Fabenfroh. Why?: Brentina is a superstar, and Fabenfroh is just plain gorgeous. Which breed do you prefer?: Irish breeds, and I prefer Thoroughbreds Why?: Lots of heart and good way of going. What colors do you like the best?: dapple gray <3<3<3 Geldings, mares or stallions?: mares Have you ever worked with a foal?: never Ever achieved "join-up"?: yes What are your feelings on animal welfare?: should be respected, when I first started riding, my trainer taught me to beat the horse after I would fall off or something of the like. I later learned that this was abuse. What do you think about the PMU mares?: poor mares . . . What should be done to people who neglect their horses?: ship them to Irag. Do you like ponies?: I love ponies. So cute ^.^ Did you ride ponies when you were little?: no, I was always to big for them. I never got to ride ponies till I started training them for others. Do you use alot of gear (wraps, spurs, special reins, etc.) when you ride?: I use spurs with lazy horses, I always use polos or Eskadron boots (hind and front), martingale, square pad, gel pad. I never never never carry a whip. I see no use. What is your happiest memory with horses?: when I was little and I use to watch the Grand Prix jumpers all the time. I thought that was so cool. Does you family like horses/ride too?: My mom started riding a couple years ago, and my cousin use to ride before she broke a collar bone. How many horses have you owned or leased?: 2 leased, 6 owned Now answer questions about your current horse(s), whether you lease her, own her, or are just in love with a particular horse. . . Do you own/lease/love a horse or horses?: I own some What are their name(s)?: Narenthe (Helena), Honahlee, China Moon (Buddha), Aphrodite (Dorothy), Islamorada What breeds are they/it?: Helena’s a Dutch Warmblood, Honahlee and Islamorada are Oldenburgs, Buddha and Dorothy are Thoroughbreds Colors?: Helena’s bay, Honahlee and Isla are black, Buddha and Dorothy are dark bay Mare/gelding/stallion?: Helena Isla and Dorothy are mares, Honahlee and Buddha are geldings How old?: Isla’s 3, Honahlee’s 6, Dorothy’s 7, Helena’s 8, Buddha’s 18 Diet?: I don’t know. Favorite treats?: Buddha likes bananas, Helena will eat anything, even her show ribbons What are their personalities?: Isla’s young so she’s still cute, Honahlee’s a big oaf, Dorothy’s got the jumper mentality, helena’s an opinionated princess, Buddha’s an old man How do you make your horse(s) pretty?: lots of show sheen lol What do they like doing?: they’re all hunters and jumpers Are they smart?: very Fast?: . . . sometimes the mares are. What are they trained in?: hunters/jumpers Still in training? What are they learning?: Isla’s just started under saddle, she’ll be a hunter What do others think about your horse(s)?: they like them I think. I know everyone loves Honahlee What is their home like?: Extremely nice show barn, they get 15x15 stalls and the turnouts are huge. Any toys?: they all have a jolly ball of their own What kind of gear (bits, saddles, etc.) are they worked in?: they all get polos, square pads and gel pads, martingales, and Buddha gets his ears stuffed with cotton before he goes out. Helena gets a severe bit, I’m not sure what one though. What do they spook at, if anything?: anything mobile Describe how you got your horse(s): Helena was my first show horse we imported her from Holland, Honahlee and Isla were investments, Dorothy’s my jumper, Buddha’s my mom’s Describe a special moment with you horse(s): when they go good under saddle for me. What are their registered names, if they are registered?: Narenthe, Honahlee, Islamorada, China Moon, Aphrodite Won any ribbons? For what?: billions (lol), hunters and jumpers Want to win more, or try and win some eventually?: I’m not big into showing much anymore, but I’d like to win something in dressage. Do you love your horse(s)?: well enough This or that... Carrots or sugar cubes: sugar cubes Leather halters or nylon halters: leather Westren or english: english Helmet or not?: I’ve never rode without one, I’m not legal yet Mud or rain: rain Grass or hay: grass Alfalfa or oats: oats Trails or ring: trails Lope or canter: canter Sand or rubber: rubber Endurance or speed: speed Chestnut or bay: chestnut Arabian or TB: TB Wild or dull: wild Tall or short: tall Graceful or tough and hardy: graceful Dressage or hunter/jumper: dressage Reining or roping: reining More horsey questions: What horse-apparel do you own?: lots of vests, sweatshirts, breeches, boots, chaps, show clothes How much do you spend on horses?: too much lol In medical bills?: I don’t know. What kind of boots do you use?: um . . . I use Ariat, my horse uses Eskadrons lol Saddle?: 3 different Devocouxs Bridle?: Edgewood Anything extra?: uhh . . . don’t think so Do you like riding bareback?: I’ve only done it once. What is you favorite thing to do with horses on a cool summer evening?: we’re usually at the shows then, so watching the Grand Prixs lol How many (human) friends have you made because of your love for horses?: I only had one but she was a drug addict. Most people I board with are older than me. How often do you ride?: As often as high school allows me to Do you plan on working with horses for the rest of your life?: Yes, I’m going to breed Irish Sport Horses What is your favorite thing to do with horses?: just a nice hack. |
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| May. 5th, 2004 | 01:47 am | ||||||
On that note my grandma will be 86 on May 12 \m/ yay grandma. I've prolly gained at the very least 10 or 15 pounds back from being so stressed. WASL, the Middle East conferance, and then on top of that with Calvin nearly stalking me, I don't have time to worry about what I eat anymore. I only go for a walk for about half an hour each day, thats all the excersise I get now. But I eat so much now. So I'm going to the doctor on Wednesday to see if she can help me. Maybe get my stomach stapled. lol. My mom and I are not on good terms lately. Ever since Kristin last came over, she's been all Nazi-like on me. Ahhh . . . someones playing Black Sabbath in the yahoo chat ^___^ (click) These People are Fucking Stupid (click) |
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| May. 4th, 2004 | 12:01 am | ||||||
And if you like being creeped out, please watch SMILE! (click) |
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| May. 3rd, 2004 | 09:26 pm | ||||||
I left a comment in the guestbook as "half-jew" . . . Kristin and I have been wanting to Email them for awhile but their Email is down or something. "My name is, half-jew This is what I have to say: You guys are contradicting yourselves . . . you say in one of the articles that you will prance around in Arab blood and paint your easter eggs with it, but from what I read on here, prancing is not allowed!! Neither is the easter bunny!! That's a $200 fine!! YOURE GOING TO HELL YOU MORMON-HATERS!!!!!!!!!!! Get over yourselves. Frickin rednecks. " Holy shit, they have Jesus Juice in their store 0.o and a Witch Hunting permit. These people are fucken rednecks. |
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| May. 3rd, 2004 | 08:55 pm | ||||||
this is seriously funny shit. www.landoverbaptist.org |
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| May. 2nd, 2004 | 05:40 pm | ||||||
Do you like it?: Yes Nicknames: Sophie, Sophia, sis Screen names: boredl33tness, priddy_black_glitter, blackmetalbassist, LuckyCharmsDeft, Solsen83, OblivionObsessed Age: 16 Birthday: December 18 Sign: Saggitarius Location: Camas School: Camas High School Status: married lol Crush: . . . has a g/f Natural hair color: medium or dark brown Current hair color: dark brown Eye color: blue Height: 5'2" Birthplace: Boston, MASS Shoe size: 8 [ family ] Parents: 0.o mom and dad ? Siblings: brother, half-brother, half-sister Live with: parents and brother Favorite relative: half-brother [ favorites ] Number: 18 Color: silver Day: saturday Month: october Song: "Gravity of Love" by Enigma Movie: the Rurouni Kenshin OVAs Food: green stuff Band: Devildriver Season: fall Sport: equestrian Class: English/History Teacher: Williams Drink: water Veggie: artichoke TV Show: Wolf's Rain Radio Station: don't know Store: Dollar Store Word: spiffy Animal: fox, wolf, horse Flower: foxglove State: Massachusetts [ love and relationships ] Do you have a bf/gf?: im married. Don't need one. Why do you like this person?: they don't hurt my feelings How long was your longest relationship?: reality wise? About a month or two How long was your shortest relationship?: about 10 min Who was your first love?: Ryan Arthur Knudtsen. There I said it. What do you miss about them?: I don't [ the past ] What is the one thing you would change about your past?: I would have killed myself while I still had the chance. What is the biggest mistake you've made in your life?: making friends with certain people. Who is the last person you kissed?: I kissed my pony today ^^ his nose is fuzzy Who is the last person you hugged?: kristin Who is the last person you fought with?: candice Who is the last person you were on the phone with?: rachel What is the last TV show you saw?: Wolf's Rain or Inuyasha What is the last song you heard?: "This Love" by Maroon 5 [ the present ] What are you wearing?: purple pj pants, blue tank top, and my Foamy sweatshirt What are you doing?: taking this quiz Who are you talking to?: no one Where are you?: my room Who are you with?: no one Are you online?: yes How are you feeling?: depressed, I'll go cut myself in a minute and bleed all over your carpet . . . Are you in a chatroom?: no [ future ] What day is it tomorrow?: monday What are you going to do after this?: I'm gonna take a nap, maybe cut myself, then go for a walk Who are you going to talk to?: my dad Where are you going to go?: to the dog park How old will you be when you graduate?: 18 What do you wanna be?: video game character designer What is one of your dreams?: to own a racehorse that will win the Triple Crown [ have you ever ] Drank?: yes Smoked?: kind of Had sex?: no Stolen?: yes Done anything illegal?: yes Wanted to die?: yes Hit someone?: yes [ other ] Do you write in cursive or print?: kind of both Are you a lefty or a righty?: righty What is your sexual preference?: straight Do you drive?: yes Do you have glasses or braces?: no [ physical appearance ] What do you most like about your body?: . . . I dunno And least?: my lovehandles. They need to die. Do you think you're good looking?: I'm prettier than certain people . . . Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?: yes, I hear that a lot now Do you look like any celebrities?: I think I look kind of like Amy Lee from Evanescence, but I get Xena from a lot of people too [ fashion ] Do you wear a watch?: sometimes How many coats and jackets do you own?: too many Favorite pants color?: black Most expensive item of clothing?: my long black coat Most treasured?: my Foamy sweatshirt What kind of shoes do you wear?: skater vans Describe your style in one word: normal  80% Seme How seme are you? brought to you by Quizilla I think that fits me quite well. |
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| May. 2nd, 2004 | 01:07 am | ||||||
that's bloody messed up. |
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| Ohmigosh!!! Kawaii!!! | ||||||
| Apr. 30th, 2004 | 12:23 am | ||||||
ohmigosh ohmigosh ohmigosh!!! So. Freakin. Cute. ^_________^ |
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| Apr. 27th, 2004 | 06:35 am | ||||||
Oh shit oh shit oh shit I've made a big mistake. I'm sorry if I don't meet up to everyone's ideals, but I can't go through with this. I'm not ready for a relationship. I'm sorry. |
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| Apr. 26th, 2004 | 10:00 pm | ||||||
::dances::
I know somethin you dont kno XP
well . . . most of u anyway |
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